Tag Archive | Sad

No Air

Life hurts.  Right now, I’m disappointed, discouraged, disheartened, and just plain sad.  I don’t know if I’ll ever get back up again.  You think your life will turn out a certain way, but it goes off on some wild, ugly ride…and throws you out, flat on your face.  Or your stomach.  Did you ever lie on a swing, on your stomach, when you were a kid…push off with your feet…soar in the air…then the swing would slide out from under you…and slammed you ,stomach first, in the dirt?  You gasped and choked and groaned…but no air!!  Finally…after you thought for sure you were dying…you breathed again.  Well…I feel like I just hit the dirt.  No air.  I’m ready to breathe again.



 It’s raining here.  Gray, dreary skies.  Muddy yard.  Muddy puppy feet. 






 Thank goodness for my Swiffer.


                                 I feel gloomy.  My family feels gloomy.  I’ve got to brighten this house up a little.  Days like this drag us down.  I can’t imagine living where the darkness stays for months.  People go mad from it.  I know I would. 

We tried one of the lights for Seasonal Affective Disorder…but not much luck with it.  It was very expensive.  So we sent it back. 

Do you have issues with low light, or the winter months affecting your moods?  Increasing your depression?  What do you do to try and overcome it? 

Indoor Tanning helps me.  I’m not endorsing this, because it is known to cause skin cancer and premature aging.  This should be enough to scare me, I know, 

But the vibrant light is energizing to me.  The intense heat does wonders for my fibromyalgia and arthritis.  Not so good for my skin. 

A vacation would be nice right about now.  When we were visiting St. Thomas…our taxi driver called the rain “Liquid Sunshine”.  Isn’t that a nice way to put it?  It was different there though…the rain fell for a few minutes…but the sun stayed. 

So nice. 

 So warm…

so NOT Ohio.  :/