Life hurts. Right now, I’m disappointed, discouraged, disheartened, and just plain sad. I don’t know if I’ll ever get back up again. You think your life will turn out a certain way, but it goes off on some wild, ugly ride…and throws you out, flat on your face. Or your stomach. Did you ever lie on a swing, on your stomach, when you were a kid…push off with your feet…soar in the air…then the swing would slide out from under you…and slammed you ,stomach first, in the dirt? You gasped and choked and groaned…but no air!! Finally…after you thought for sure you were dying…you breathed again. Well…I feel like I just hit the dirt. No air. I’m ready to breathe again.